As dark as this is, it's not a suicide note. I'm not suicidal.
Sometimes I just think about leaving (but I'm not going anywhere).
If you want to leave constructive feedback you're welcome to do so, but official critique is off because I can't guarantee I will actually come back to this one for any major changes. (I will of course still take any thoughts/suggestions into consideration, and appreciate them, I just don't want to feel like I've wasted your time.)